Geesebumps

It’s May 17th, 2012, and to me that only means one thing.

It’s been a year since I asked Johnny to be my boyfriend. :)

It feels like just yesterday that him and I were walking down the stairs after ninth period and I just asked him. Well, he was expecting it. Either way, it still happened, and no matter how or where, it’s a decision that’s changed my life and made me so happy.

I don’t know where I’d be right now if he hadn’t been in my life for the past year. He means everything to me and I don’t ever want to lose him. We’ve had our ups and downs, but we get through it all and come out stronger than before.

I think of the past year, and how each day, I’ve fallen more and more in love with him. I always am. The past year has gone by so fast, probably because he’s made it one of the best years of my life, and I can’t wait for the years to come. They wont be easy (because of college), but I hope and know we’ll get through it.

I’m so lucky to have him. I’m lucky to be able to say good morning and good night to the love of my life every day. That I get to be with someone as amazing, handsome, and smart as him. For having someone who loves me for me, and nothing else.

There’s no one else in the world that makes me laugh, smile, and enjoy life as much as he does. I love him and everything about him. He has an amazing personality, smile, laugh, and loves me so much (but not as much as I love him).

I’m so thankful to have him in my life. He changed my life, and me. He’s made me a happier and more confident person. He’s perfect. I don’t want anyone else. I only have eyes for him haha.

When we first started dating, some people said we wouldn’t last. Now, that could be, and will always be, a possibility, but these people didn’t expect us to last a year. I’m so glad we’ve proved them wrong.

I don’t know what life would be like without him, and I don’t want to know. I’m so thankful to have him. I’m so thankful each day to be able to have him in my life. I don’t know what I ever did to deserve someone as great as him, but hey, I’m not complaining. :)

It’s funny to think of how life works out. If I didn’t fail my math regents in 11th grade, I probably would have never met him. When I failed it, I took a summer review class so I could take it again. I met my friend Geraldine in that class, and she is the one that pretty much started all of this between me and Johnny. I am so thankful for that.

I might not be the best looking guy, the most outgoing, or I may not have a lot of money, but I know that I’ll always love him more than anyone else will. I know we’re perfect for each other, and so far I have an amazing year to back me up.

“When you find the one, you never give up.” - Crazy, Stupid, Love. I love him. I’m never giving up on us. I hope that him and I are going to grow old together. I hope we get married, and have kids. I want to be able to be an old man and look at him and smile because we both know that we’re still in love and have lived the life we wanted.

Happy one year Johnny <3. You’re my everything, and I hope that a year from now, we’ll be celebrating two years.

I’m going to stop writing this post now. I don’t want it getting TOO long haha, although it’s pretty long already, but not as long as old posts I’ve written about him.

But I’m tired, and I just wanted to post this. I love him, so much. <3